August 18, 2015
Having a rough day? Place your hand over your heart. Can u feel it? That is called purpose; you are here for a reason. Never give up. There comes a time when you look into the mirror and you realize what you see is all that you will ever be. And then you accept it. Or you kill yourself. Or you stop looking into the mirror. Where you end up in life is not determined by where you start. All of us are human beings and it is total human mentality to give up on a particular task where there seems to be no way.
You are not a bad person, or crazy, or weak, or flawed because you feel suicidal. It only means that you have more pain than you can cope up with right now. An example here would explain it better, if one starts piling weight on your shoulders, you will eventually collapse if the weight exceeds your capacity, no matter how much you want to remain standing. Many people every day around the world give up their life for reasons they know best. But what saddens us is that these people take this harsh decision, without contemplating the consequences that follow this painful decision.
Always remember, suicide is never the answer, it never is, and will never be. Suicide may be a permanent solution to a temporary problem, but it is one that beckons with burgeoning seductiveness. Heard it dozens of times right? After every soul is lost at the hands of a rope or of a knife, we weep and eventually forget. Know this, no matter what problem you are going through, it will be tough. There will be nights when you will doubt the reason for your existence. But these feelings are temporary, may be a month, a year. But DEATH?!!! Death is permanent. Your solution could be around the corner and you just threw yourself mid-road. Being a four year old you thought growing up meant staying till 4 am and partying, but you are now up till 4 am thinking about the weapon that will wreak your blood.
Picture this: Your body is lying in your room, motionless. The sister you fought with last night and countless other nights sees you like that. She will never be the same little kid again. She will have nightmares for the rest of her life. The mother who scolded you yesterday is numb. Motionless, a little different from you, she will blame herself for the rest of her incomplete life. Your father who took you to the garden on his piggy back after work, no matter how tired he was, now has to carry your lifeless body, praying with all his might that he could save you. You never saw him cry? Well, you should see him now. Your best friend will hold on to the last few memories in which you smiled. She will cry into her pillow every night. She will sniff your shirt she had borrowed just to feel the little essence of the living you. She will forever think about everything she could have, should have and would have said only if you were alive. You don't only kill yourself; you kill every person close to you. Aren't you a bloody murderer then?!Did your family deserve this? Alas! They had a dream that their children would make them proud, they had no clue whatsoever that you end your life.
Suicide doesn’t take away the pain; it just gives it to someone else.The only time you must use the word kill and yourself is when you have a don't in front of them. There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be, times when you try so hard to smile from the outside while you are dying deep inside. "DON'T GIVE UP". That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. Every problem has a solution, every question an answer. Just because you don’t have solutions today does not mean that you will never get one. This is not the end; today's test will bring tomorrow's promotion. Remember to trust God, stay on track, be focused, be positive, be determined and keep smiling because it is the only curve that sets everything straight. If God can turn night into day, He can turn a burden into a blessing.
"God will make a way,where there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see,
He will make a way for me"--Donald Moen
I really hope you see this because I just wanted to let you know that there's someone who cares about you. You may not know them, but I promise you there's someone out there. I care, I really do, and would hate to find out that you harmed or ended your life. I promise people will notice if you were gone, and they would be sad, very sad. Please don't hurt yourself, I'm thinking of you, praying for you and hoping that things will get better for you. There are people out there who care for you - SMILE...I'm not telling you that its going to be easy, I'm telling you that it's going to be worth it .YOU CANNOT BE REPLACED.
This is just a voice going out to all of you reading this, to help anyone who is going through even a millimeter of a rough phase. Suicide is cowardliness and living is courage.
"BIRTH WAS NOT OUR CHOICE, NEITHER IS DEATH".