June 27, 2014
I’m a Queen in my head,
But I lay dead in the bed, she said,
I see sorrow in your eyes
But even my eyes are red
I feel the heartbeats going frantic
In years this story will be antique.
A story of a girl who was Queen in the head
And then someone shot her dead
Haha my imagination there ran a little wild
Being in solitude does this to me
Somedays I’m on top of the world
And some days I search and wonder where to be
Oh yes! I’m the girl people were talking about
Saying “poor she..poor she”
But no one wants to hold me and worst, no one ever wants to be me
Hell yes I was beautiful
And yes I still am
If what that monster did to me changes my beauty
I wish all the girls just die in their prams (before they grow up)
Coz when they grow the monster will be waiting
Hidden inside a cheesy uncle, milkman, security guy
The fellow student, the weird neighbour and the madmen on the streets
And they will call these pretty angels names “sweety, baby, oh my my”
I grew in sturdy fathers arms,
I had a brother to walk and laugh with
But there they are crying and sobbing...dad do not cry...bro m still the same..
This ventilator on my face isn’t doing any good, I’m choking,
Mom don’t be hysterical…hold me..people don’t be so lame
Huff puff…I can't breathe…I wake up from my even smaller sleeps
Gasping for breath...dad I saw the monsters...they ripped me apart
Brother Sister...where are you...are you safe...be close to me
Why do I feel its my time to depart....
Hey!!!! There!!! I can see Him with arms wide open
Hey Its me you calling???
You are the King aren’t you???
Is it sure me You are calling?
Yes!!! He says daddy...The King of Kings is calling…
I’m leaving…I’m no more a Queen in my head, I’ll be a princess for real…
I’ll no more be dead in my bed...I’ll be alive till you guys come and later forever.
But hey there…those monsters are around...beware!!
Stay alert and aware...
You are the Queen she said to me…
Stay away from these monsters and their stares.